i keep telling myself.."this is the last time"

but it just keeps happening..

im bored lying to myself again..

im sicked with my own promise!

ME! stop giving a fake promise..stop dreaming! im sulking right now! better 'me' realize it now before 'rice turns to be porridge' before 'banana fruits two times" before  "rambutan turn sour" before saya menjadi terlebih2 mgarut gila babeng!!!!!!